I’m so tired. Tired of LA traffic, tired from lack of sleep, tired of coming home to check 1000000 emails I apparently need to read by tomorrow, tired of being confused about what is due and what needs to be done at the last minute for next week, tired of campus food, tired of freaking out about getting to places on time, tired of people who don’t listen.
On the flip side, I’m grateful for friends, grateful for a boyfriend who is always listening to my woes and comforting me when I need it the most, grateful for wonderful and inspiring professors who know their shizz, grateful for big sisters and big brothers, grateful for failing up by doing next week’s homework this week, grateful I have lunch money, grateful I didn’t gain weight yet, grateful I have ideas, and grateful for this challenging semester.
I ate lunch with my big sister today, who happened to be younger than me by two years AND who is close to my Wellesley friend (they went to the same high school). Isn’t it such a small world?! We just gabbed and she gave me tips from a women’s perspective, which is always helpful in my opinion.
I am thinking of hosting two events – one as a day trip to my family’s fashion store in Oxnard for all the ladies so they can get some cheap and cute clothes. Then we’d go to the Camarillo Outlets to shop for higher end goods that are on sale. The other event I’m thinking of hosting is a screening where everyone would bring their bad films they made before film school and the point would be to share our experiences.
Class wise, today was okay. Editing was a bit tedious because well, editing is tedious and I always saw it that way. I just can’t really bear thinking of spending days by myself cutting things on a computer, alone in a cold, dank room. But, the professor was really cool and almost made me like editing. I like HIS editing style. We had to pick a partner to cut a sequence from Roswell for next week. I’m hoping everything will go well. This is one of three assignments where we are working with others this and next week. We did the cinematography exercise as a group, we’re editing with one other person, and next week, we’re in groups to shoot a scene in the Vagabond motel. In a few weeks after that, we’re in pairs to shoot/direct a scene for directing class (and we’d switch). So basically we are starting to work with each other vs. just studying about film and techniques as we have done thus far. This is going to be fun as well as challenging. As I haven’t worked with a lot of people in my program yet, it’s hard to know what to expect. I guess you can only hope for the best but expect the worst.
Directing class was mostly logistical. We went over a lot of auditioning things again and watched some clips on being in the moment. We learned about the different types of acting, starting from Stanislavski to how they are today. It’s very beneficial to have knowledge in this field. I think I want to try to take an acting class sometime in the summer or whenever I can afford to squeeze in an extra class. For directing, I am paired with someone who is not in my 507 section so I’m excited as well as nervous. I’ve never worked with him but at the same time, that might be a good thing. The unfamiliarity might bring about a wall of respect and conviviality.
Okay my throat hurts like hell. Am I getting sick? I have to wake up tomorrow to go to the scholarship orientation. Gah. I’m tired of meetings on days I shouldn’t have classes.








































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