My latest short about human trafficking.

June 6, 2008 at 6:28 pm (film)

“Pretty”  premiered on Saturday, May 31, 2008 at 5pm at the Talent One Media Film Festival.

They screened it in high definition so the image quality was crisp and clear.

This film’s been a work of passion, love, and labor.

Honestly, this film almost never happened. After last year’s back to back filmmaking, I was just drained and jaded and needed this year to focus on recuperating a healthy lifestyle and investing in fruitful relationships. I still went to the TOM film fest meeting to see if I could get inspired. I remember I left that meeting with a bunch of pamphlets but with no ideas. Essentially, I had filmmaker’s block.

Then Ki Tae emailed me a few days later and told me he had an idea that still needed to be sculpted and that it involved sketches. I heard him out and realized he had passion about his illustrations and about filmmaking that I was trying to find again. We met over many coffee breaks and created this story of Jane and Sarah, two captive girls in an empty room. There was no hope of escape in their stark reality except through a sketchbook and through each other. They gave hope and inspiration to each other even when their condition grew worse. There is a definite parallel of Jane and Sarah’s story with a lot of struggling artists. The reality is that art is always going to be interpretive and so, it will always be received differently by different people. Some people will get it and some people won’t. We play to an audience and yet we seldom receive sympathy from them. I think that’s why it was so important for me to have the encouragement from other fellow artists to keep pushing forward, even when I felt less than inspired.

I feel really lucky to have worked with visionary people who still have the love and will never lose hope in their art, in their lives, and in others.

My friend Jay edited the film and put in a bunch of animation. Through the years, I got to see him develop his craft and it’s really amazing. My friend Ed shot the film. He lit the entire room, I didn’t like it, and he changed it in two minutes. He’s so easy to work with and he’s always looking for ways to stretch his boundaries. He brought home-made tracks to the set and we used it for a tracking shot in the end. He ramped a few shots for slow motion and used dimmers with gels for a siren effect. It’s inspiring to see him work.

My friend Ed was the Director of Photography on this film. He basically did all the light setups, the shooting, and all the innovative tracking and slo mo shots. he’s one of the most energetic, positive, proactive and results-oriented people I know. I’m blessed to have been able to have him shoot this film.

My boyfriend is always looking for ways to help me in my film projects. In this one, he was took care of craft services, and he even donated a box of donuts to the shoot, which came in very handy when our blood sugar levels dropped in the last few hours. I think he was also one of the ones who thought of bringing in all the cars into the warehouse since we had to move them out of the parking lots. He picked up the PA work when our PA left the set mid-day and took care of all the behind the scenes pictures of the shoot. In post production, he did all the sound design and editing. Really though, it’s not about what he did, I’m more thankful that he believed in me even when I thought I had no future in filmmaking. When I’d pitch him my plan B’s and alternative paths I could take with my career, he always pushed me to continue to look for ways to follow my passion. He never let me give up on film. I’m pretty lucky.

My actresses Clara and Wai and my actor Victor all came together and just gave it their all, 110% in every take. We were scheduled to shoot for two days but they were relentless and pushed to finish it all in one day. They were emotionally and physically strong to do what they did. The cast was perfect for this project.

Here are some stills and photos from the set, afterwards, and at the film festival.

Parts of the title sequence:
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Stills from the film
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Actresses getting ready on set:

Ed rehearsing the shot on his diy tracks, me going over the shot list, michael getting ready to boom.

Someone thought of reparking all our cars in the warehouse so we didn’t have to leave our cars outside with no supervision in downtown sketchy la. genius!

me puting makeup on my actress

Ed hurting himself

Wrap dinner at Chosun Galbi

My UCLA extension classmates came out to support:

My actor, My actresses and I:

In the audience:

Saying my Thank-you’s:

Doing the interview with Ki Tae and Jay

Joe staring at my press kit:

I treasure each moment that went into making this film a reality. Can you believe it? Our budget was smaller than the shoes I wore to the premiere. That just means that so many people were willing to work for free, so many logistical and technical things came to me miraculously for free, and the people involved were so pumped to push this out in a day, saving all sorts of costs associated with it.

=D

This is just the beginning!

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BPS to air on AZN TV on Aug 29th!

August 16, 2007 at 9:56 am (film)

We just got this in our email box today. We’re so happy! BPS made it to the top 3 people’s choice!
We’re going to air, baby!!!! Yeah!!!

Team Leaders,

We know you all have been waiting to hear the winners of the 72 Hour Shootout People’s Choice Awards sponsored by AZN TV.  We now have the official results!!!  Below are the FINAL standings of the online voting competition.  Congratulations to the following teams for winning the People’s Choice Shootout Awards!

First Place:
“SECRET CHINESE SECRET”
by Team Foreign Image

Second Place:
“BPS”
by Team Fellowship of the Onion Ring

Third Place
“SAM AND BEN: A LOVE STORY “
by Team Decoy Squad

So, to be clear, the following five films will be screened on AZN Television.  We do not know the exact times, but we have been told AZN plans to play these films on August 29th, 2007.  As soon as we have programming information, we will forward it to you.

1  YOU’VE GOT MALE by Team 100%
2. ELIZABETH ONG IS MISSING by Team HeadOn
3. SECRET CHINESE SECRET by Team Foreign Image
4. BPS by Team Fellowship of the Onion Ring
5. SAM AND BEN: A LOVE STORY by Team Decoy Squad

Congratulations to you all.  If you don’t have AZN TV…this might be a good time to call your cable provider.  Any questions, email us at info@aafilmlab.com

Sincerely,

AAFilmLab

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We made it to the TOP 10! Now we want to be on TV

August 8, 2007 at 8:52 pm (film)

Hi everybody,

Recently, I produced a short film called “BPS”, in which I make a few cameos in as well. We were named one of the Top 10 finalists for the 4th Annual 72 Hour Shootout and we are now running in the online competition to be the Viewer’s Choice (online voting to see which films of the Top 10 the people like the most)!

The Top 3 Viewers Choice will be aired on AZN Television.

This is where I need your help…

The online competition ends tomorrow so today is really the last day you can vote.

I would greatly appreciate it if you watch my very short 5 minute film and rate it before tomorrow (contest ends Aug 9th).

You can go to http://azn.s57.com/ViewEmail.aspx?r=oanshulmvhwieoql to view BPS and give it five stars (if you love it, which I hope you do). When you click on this link, a promo will start, then our film, and at the end of the credits, it will ask you how many stars you’d like to give it. If you have any other questions, feel free to email me at jinyookim@gmail.com

Current Viewer’s Choice Ranking as of 1:18p.m. 8/8/07:

tied for first:

1) Secret Chinese Secret

1) BPS (This is our film)

3) Doggone Ong

4) Sam and Ben: A Love Story

5) You’ve Got Male

6) The Dress

7) Missing

8 ) Elizabeth Ong is Missing

9) Since You’ve Been Ong

10) Pete: An Adult Film

If you’d like more information on “BPS” and all the people who poured their passion, hard work, and love into this project, visit out website at:

http://www.doubleohthree.com/bps.html

And Add us on your myspace:

http://www.myspace.com/fellowshipoftheonionring

Sincerely,

Jin Yoo-Kim
Producer for “BPS”

“All that is gold does not glitter
Not all those who wander are lost
The old who are strong do not whither
Deep roots are not reached by the frost
From the ashes a fire shall be woken
A light from the shadow will spring
Renewed be the blade that was broken
The crownless again shall be king.” -LOTR


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VC Film Fest Sunday

May 7, 2007 at 10:07 am (film)

vc film fest!

Some pics for you… accumulated through the weekend. I should be more picture happy than this. I’m sure I’ll get more pics fwded to me by my friends.

American Zombie was hilarious. GO WATCH IT.

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VC Film Festival

May 4, 2007 at 8:55 pm (film)

I just got back from the Director’s brunch at the Directors Guild of America. It was really awesome meeting all the other filmmakers. Made some new friends and looking forward to going to tonight’s Filmmaker’s Night out. Pics to come!

These are the seminars/panels and films I will be attending.

Panels, Seminars:
MAY 5
Instant Screenwriting (11am DGA 3)
An Afternoon with Justin Lin (4:30pm DGA 2)

May 6
RealityAsians (3pm DGA Atrium)

Films:
May 4
Growing Pains (7:30 pm, DGA 2)
Hey!Listen up! (9pm, DGA 3)
Greaks, Geeks, Lovable Losers (10pm, Sunset 5)

May 5
Love and other pains (12pm. DGA 2)
Ani-magination (6pm, DGA 3)
The king and the clown (9:30pm, DGA 1)

May 6
Of body and spirit (4pm, DGA 3)
American Zombie (6pm, DGA 1)

May 7
Eternal Summer (7:30pm, Sunset 5)
Invisible Waves (9:45pm, Sunset 5)

May 8
New Climate (7:30pm, NCPD)
Taking charge/letting go (9:45pm, Sunset 5)

May 9
VC Digital Posse (of course!) (8pm, Aratani)

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Bearing Dreams

May 1, 2007 at 9:44 am (film)

I said I’d be back and I am, with a film to show!

So last year, I volunteered at the VC film festival and I said I’d be back next year with a film to present.

So I’ve been working hard and I got to be a part of the VC Armed with a Camera Fellowship through which I created my 5 min documentary, Bearing Dreams. The final product will be screened at the Visual Communication Film Festival as part of the VC digital posse night on May 9th, 8pm at the JPN Aratani Theatre.

This documentary takes a look at TaeMong, the Korean dream that expectant mothers get to foreshadow their unborn child (the sex, the personality, and the destiny of the child).

I interviewed my family members and the way I got to know what a taemong was (and its impact on my life and the lives around me).

Isn’t it cool to think that there’s a specific and unique dream for you that is as special as the date of your birth, your astrological sign, the year of your birth, etc. that make up who you are? I think so!

My VC digital posse group have been working hella hard on their films as well. I got a sneak peak at some of them and they look really really good.

Let me know if you are in LA or will be around to partake in the festivities~

More information posted below (get your tickets!)

PROGRAM 53 - VC DIGITAL POSSE VER. 07

http://www.vconline.org/festival/program.cfm?program_id=62

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Life Through April

February 22, 2007 at 6:38 am (film)

Life Through April

 



Starting to film “Life Through April”, the short narrative I’m working on for the TOM Film Festival. It’s about two siblings who are polar opposites of each other. Their parents die and the wayward sister loses her job due to her irresponsible drinking habit. She moves into her straight-edged Christian brother’s house (which was willed to him) and turns his world upside down. All he wants is for her to change and to stop drinking and all she wants is for him to love her for who she is. After finding out some life-changing news, the sister must figure out a way to rise above and figure out the meaning of life.

Starring:

Hyunah Kyong as Jane

James Chung as Paul

Sok Kyong as Stephen

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Pan’s Labyrinth (spoiler)

January 17, 2007 at 8:50 pm (film)

I watched Pan’s Labyrinth last night. It had so many layers I don’t even know where to start. It’s categorized under fantasy horror so I figured it would be like Tim Burton’s films. I never saw Hellboy nor any other Guillermo’s flicks so I had nothing to go by.

Pan’s Labyrinth is set against the Spanish Civil War. The main character is a 12 year old girl named Ofelia. Just by her name, I knew that her fate would be tragic. The film begins with a fairytale of a princess of the underworld who goes out to the human world and dies. Her father waits eternally for her return. Ofelia and her pregnant mom drive over to live with Vidal, the captain of a small army of the new fascist government coined the “New Spain”. Vidal is also the father of the baby and later we learn how their relationship started soon after the death of Ofelia’s father. Ofelia is obsessed with fairy tales, perhaps her only mode of escapism in the war torn world she lives in. Vidal is a Hitler-like, inhumane, controlling SOB that everyone loves to hate and fear. Ofelia’s mother just kinda moans and groans the whole time, unable to be the caretaker to Ofelia, who desperately needs the comfort and reassurance from her mother in such a transitional period of her life. Perhaps still grieving over her father’s death, Ofelia retreats to her world of fantasy where a “father” waits for his princess eternally. Suddenly the lines between fantasy and reality, dream and lucidity become quickly blurred. She follows an insect/fairy to the depths of a labyrinth and a faun/pan welcomes her excitedly, calling her “highness”. He gives her three tests to prove her immortality, which will lead her to her father.

The first layer: seeking a father figure.

She lost her father in the war and soon after, her mother remarried to Vidal. At one point she asks her mom why she had to do it and her mother tells her that she was lonely. Ofelia doesn’t like this answer and responds, “But you had me.” Her mother goes to on say that she will understand the kind of loneliness when she’s older. The ironic part of it is that Vidal never treats Ofelia’s mother in a tender way to even suggest that they had some sort of intimate relationship before (aside from his manipulative suggestion for her to use the wheelchair). Ofelia’s mother, confined to a wheelchair by her husband, regardless of the gravity of her situation (complicated pregnancy), instantly becomes dehumanized. She’s made invalid. Her sole purpose is to give birth to a son for Vidal so he can raise another devil child in his like-ness (hence further confirming that some people choose to have kids for narcissistic reasons and therefore, should not). It’s made clear that if it comes to a point where either the mother or son has to be sacrificed, the mother must die. Ofelia hears this, as she hears and sees a lot of other things (she is treated invisibly unless she is being reprimanded) and knows Vidal’s true intentions. Ofelia needs a father but she hates Vidal. She starts trusting the pan because he suddenly becomes the presence in her life that gives her the most fatherly affections, though he is to be distrusted. She still realizes though, that the pan is only a way for her to get to her real father, the king who waits for her. This quest slowly becomes an obsession and an escapism that takes her away from her tearing relationship with her suffering mother and a stepfather so cruel that he would later kill her.

second layer: questioning authority

The film revolves around this dichotomy of people -those who question authority and those who blindly follow commands. Though represented in a fascist vs. communist framework, it comes up frequently through Ofelia’s fantasy journeys as well. In her second task, she is given a choice of three doors to open with her key. The fairies tell her to open the middle door but she refuses last minute and says no, it’s the left one. She opens it and finds a dagger. She didn’t just blindly follow what the “masters” of the underworld were telling her. She trusted her own guts. She was also warned never to eat nor drink from the tempting table, but as she passes by, she succumbs to her temptation and eats from the forbidden table (reference to the fall of mankind). Maybe since she trusted herself from getting the dagger, she ends up trusting herself more and paying less attention to the heeds of this other world. Her eating from the table revives the pale man, who though slow and crippled, ends up eating two of the three fairies. She manages to escape by drawing a second door since the first door closes (she doesn’t make it back in time). At this point, I think.. this fantasy world has more loopholes that tip to her favor. She broke too many rules and she’s still okay, unscathed. This is when I start to question if she is just dreaming. The Pan shows up and after realizing that she didn’t obey him, he tells her that she will be mortal forever and she is left in the real world, cold and alone, and away from her mother.

I love Mercedes and the doctor’s role in this film. They are probably the most compelling to watch, aside from the sadistic Vidal. They’re the most intellectually aware, and the most dimensional characters with lots of risky secrets.

third layer: does Ofelia have dissociative personality disorder?

About halfway through the movie I start thinking that Ofelia may have been so traumatized as a little girl living in a war torn country that she developed a weird defense mechanism - through her fairy tales and through her seemingly dissociative tendencies in the real and fantasy world. She seems to be fearless, emotionless, and superficially innocent. However, underneath it all, I see a lot of cracks in her psychological development. She blames the baby for her mother’s sickness and resents her mother for not grieving her father’s death and taking care of her - giving her more attention. Instead, her mother remarries and her stepfather cares more about the unborn baby than he cares about her. Her mother is bedridden and sick, unable to care for Ofelia. She turns to Mercedes, a servant woman, who exhibits more of the maternal characteristics that perhaps Ofelia’s mother wanted to but couldn’t express. Ofelia is given a dress by her mother which is made clear to be a valuable dress (looks like alice in wonderland’s dress) and she messes it up during one of her tests. She gets scolded but she retreats to her fantasy world again. When her mother dies giving birth, there really is no more reason for her to be there anymore - no more reason for her to stay with a stepfather who is likely to kill her. However, we don’t see her grieving for her mother, nor fear her captivity after she is caught trying to run away with Mercedes (Ofelia and Mercedes live very interesting and parallel lives). I wonder if she realizes the true gravity of the situation.

fourth layer: real world vs. afterworld

Or should I have subtitled it death vs. life? What’s the point of living if you’re going to die evil? No chance at reparation or self exploration to redeem yourself? We are so accustomed to living life that we don’t question if we are living the right kind of life. When is death appropriate? Is death of an innocent ever okay to show on film? I think to show the death of an innocent girl, especially the main character, is poignant in painting a picture of this world. A world that would let something like that happen. A world that is cruel and heartless, that is divisive, and ultimately, mortal. We are trained to value life so much but if we were in the shoes of the tortured, wouldn’t death be the appropriate escape?

When you have nothing to lose, not even your mortal life, what can’t you do?

There’s so many more layers and ish to discuss but no time to do so. What are your thoughts?

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Throes of Pathos

December 12, 2006 at 8:47 am (theatre)

So some of you know that for the last few months, I’ve been working on a full length play. Well it all comes down to this moment for me. Tomorrow (Tuesday), on December 12, at 7:30pm, there will be a reading of my play at East West Players. This is a staged reading, meaning that I’m working with a director (Scott Horstein from Cornerstone Theater) and a full cast of actors who will be reading from the script. We got an awesome cast!

Leslie Ishii will be playing Mother, James Chung will be playing The Beast, Clara Juhn will be playing Maylene, Antonia Glen (Wellesley Alum!) will be playing Dolores… (full cast below)

The purpose of this reading is for me to get a better idea of what needs to be rewritten. Afterwards, I will go through another cycle of rewrites until I’m happy with the end results (and hopefully it will get produced!). I hope that you can make it to the reading. Let me know if you have any questions. Thanks for your awesome support!
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FALL 2006 READING SERIES
HEAVEN, HELL, AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN
New Works from the David Henry Hwang Writers Institute
at EAST WEST PLAYERS

TUESDAY, DEC. 12 at 7:30 PM
THROES OF PATHOS
by Jin Yoo-Kim
In a hopeless and bleak post-apocalyptic Los Angeles,
Dolores finds herself drowning in a sea of orderly and
sedated lives who have lost the power to feel. In her
journey to find a missing friend, Dolores is led to a
secret world where it is revealed that she is the one
who carries the burden of freeing the people from
captivity.  It is she who must make the decision that
will change the destiny of those who deserve the
chance to hope for better days.
Director: Scott Horstein
Playwright: Jin Yoo-Kim
Literary Manager: Jeff Liu

Cast:
James Chung…The Beast
Antonia Grace Glenn…Dolores
Leslie Ishii…Mother
Rachel Jendrzejewski…Stage Directions
Clara Juhn…Maylene
James Kim…David
Mike Ratterman…Police Soldier 2
Vance Roi Reyes…Roberto
Charles Sloan…Police Soldier 1

$5 Suggested Donation
The David Henry Hwang Writers Institute is supported
in part by the James Irvine Foundation.

AT THE David Henry Hwang Theater 120 JUDGE JOHN AISO
ST., LOS ANGELES CA 90012
Questions? Contact Literary Manager Jeff Liu at
jliu@eastwestplayers.org or (213) 625-7000 - visit
www.eastwestplayers.org

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Deliver Us From Evil (MUST WATCH)

November 9, 2006 at 12:05 am (film)

I saw Deliver Us From Evil last night with Alice. Hands down, this is the best documentary I’ve seen this year… or ever. I’m trying to remember other documentaries I’ve seen such as “An Inconvenient Truth” and some Micheal Moore documentaries and “Super Size Me”. Too bad there aren’t more documentaries, and too bad there aren’t more documentaries that aren’t so politically slanted. I admit, when I go watch a documentary, I set myself up to align my views with the filmmaker so that I can go in there watching a documentary that I won’t get angry at… I don’t know how Bush lovers could have sat through Farhenheit 911 and not have gotten angry at Michael Moore for the exaggerated depictions of “the other side”. When I went to go watch “An Inconvenient Truth”, I went in there wanting to be enlightened about global warming. What I got instead was Al Gore’s campaign film. I mean, maybe I should have studied up on the film a bit more since I went in there after only having watched the trailer (which didn’t really channel the fact that Al Gore would be in every shot of the film). Anyway, so documentaries are interesting. You learn something but you always have to question who the filmmaker is and what his/her beliefs are and the motivation behind the film. Documentaries are taken to be more “truthful” in nature and those who watch it give it more credibility because it is supposed to depict “reality” or uncover an unknown “truth”. I guess you can think of it as a longer version of the news, and obviously a bit tainted by whoever is making it.

I read up a little bit about Deliver Us From Evil. I thought, great! This film is about Catholic priests who molest children and it got 100% on rottentomatoes.com. I wasn’t really expecting an objective film. If anything, I was gearing myself up to swallow a documentary that probably set out to defame the church. I saw that it was made by a woman. How awesome is that? A woman filmmaker. Well, I wasn’t about to give her credit just yet.

Once the movie started, I was just getting situated. The victims’ families were being interviewed. In the beginning, you see the victims’ families entrusting the church, especially a priest named Oliver O’Grady. These families let this priest come and spend nights with them not knowing what was going to happen. This was an so eye-opening film and as you hear the victims’ stories, you are with them from beginning to end - from the moment they trusted this priest to come into their lives and into their homes, to the final destruction of the family unit, the never-ending grief and changed lives from what had happened and what is continuing to happen because the Catholic church is not fixing this horrible problem.

This film could have flopped in so many ways but it didn’t.

There were many things that set this documentary apart but I will talk about two things in specific detail. The first thing that makes this documentary worth watching is that the story is not based on just personal stories of the victims. Most of the narration was done by Oliver O’Grady himself, the convicted pedophile priest who was sent to prison after sexually abusing children for twenty years. Of course, his candid interviews made me question why he was so open about what he did and the film touches on his dissociative disorder a bit. He speaks openly about what he did but there is really not a trace of shame, guilt, remorse for what he did to these children. In his mind, he was just being affectionate and loving, even though sometimes this translated into raping a 9 month old baby. Oliver O’Grady’s testimony is powerful because he was a perpetrator and he’s openly admitting to this problem that he shares with some priests (10% of a specific seminary are known pedophiles). He tells of his asking for help within the church structure only to be moved from one parish to another. He gets therapy but it obviously isn’t enough because he continues molesting children for 20 years before he is convicted and sent to prison. Perhaps since it is public knowledge that he did what he did, it was easier for him to come out clean and tell his story since he had nothing to hide anymore, and no church to hide behind. After serving 7 of the 14 years in prison, he is deported back to Ireland, where he came from, where no one knows of his history. He is free to roam wherever he wants. Obviously, this man needs a lot of help - both spiritually and psychologically. Since the release of this film, he moved from Ireland to Canada. Canada has children too, by the way.

But the film isn’t entirely about O’Grady, it just uses him as a prime example of a larger problem that has existed since 4 AD in the Catholic church, ever since they made priests take a vow of celibacy. This leads to the second thing that separates this film from other documentaries, and the redeeming factor of not having it slip into the anti-church genre, Father Tom Doyle. Including someone who was part of the church system who lost his job because he spoke against the authority of the church also be the advocate for the victims’ family was a strong move on Amy Berg’s part. Instead of having anti-church or nonbelievers side with the victims to say the Catholic church is corrupt, evil, etc, Father Tom Doyle provides a lot of insight to what’s going on. Here’s a quote I found online:

Father Doyle, in one of his segments, discusses how you have to understand how being raised Catholic is different than being raised in other religions, and that having that understanding is crucial to fully grasping the extent of the damage a man like Father O’Grady could wreak. I was raised Catholic, went to Catholic schools, and have an uncle who is a retired priest, and I understand exactly what Doyle means. When you are raised Catholic, you are taught from the cradle that the Church’s authority is absolute, and that the Church is the only path to heaven. Within the hierarchy of the church, clergy are essentially the right hand of God, the bastions of faith and dispensers of hope and salvation. Being violated by your priest, therefore, is essentially like being violated by God and by the very faith that gives that person such absolute control over you. One of the victims talks about the way that priests are deified within the church, and how much power that gives them over the people — especially the children — of their parishes. O’Grady told more than one victim that their parents wouldn’t have let them come to his house if there was anything wrong with what he was doing, and pulled his victims out of class to molest them in his office in the middle of the school day.

My favorite part of the film was when Father Tom Doyle is preaching and he says (I paraphrase), “As Catholics, we’re brought up to think that a good Catholic is one who is silent and obedient. That’s not what a good Catholic is. A good Catholic is one who wants to be like Jesus.” He really nailed it. He also goes on to say, “The only time Jesus was angry was when he was at church.” Tom Doyle’s role in the film is to bring it back to the core of what it means to be a believer. It’s not about the church, it’s about that personal relationship with God. It’s so powerful to have someone who is still a believer to bring the focus back to where it should belong.

Amy Berg interviews other theologians, a clergy abuse psychologist, lawyers of victims, and uses footage of Roger Mahoney (who went from bishop to cardinal, and is the reason why O’Grady wasn’t treated or convicted sooner because he was trying to protect his own career) who ends up incriminating himself with his dodgy answers. She also uses footage of Monsignor Cain, who is pretty much Mahoney’s accomplice in this whole mess in trying to cover up the scandal. Most of the people interviewed were either Catholics, grew up Catholic, were involved in the church, or were working in or around the system. It wasn’t so much a documentary that set out to question people’s faith, but a documentary focused on showing a problem within the Catholic church that needs to be addressed immediately since it has gone ignored too long. The fact that O’Grady himself was molested by a priest when he was young, and the fact that the Catholic church already spent over a billion dollars in settlement cases against allegations of child abuse is a fact that no one can ignore.

It seems that the simple solution would be to let the priests have families and not make the vow of celibacy a requirement (They mention in the film how the vow of celibacy is not required by God but something that the Catholic church chose to enforce in order for the priests to focus on the church and if they died, the possessions/inheritance/property/etc. would remain in the church and not passed down to his own family members) but something tells me there’s something more deeply-rooted than that. There are many questions of sexual immorality around this issue. The church first ignored one of the victims’ allegations because she is a woman and they chalked it up to curiosity. Once the victim is male however, it becomes a homosexual problem, and a reason to respond. However, Oliver O’Grady didn’t care whether or not his victims were male or female, as long as they were children, he got what he wanted. The problem is… since it’s an action against his vow of celibacy, raping children to having consensual sex with women all fall under one category of “sexual immorality”. I suppose spiritually, all of these things are just considered a sin. In practice though, the problem lies in the definition between sex and rape. Oliver O’Grady had a thing for children. Children who were helpless, innocent, and inherently submissive. This was a power thing. He didn’t just fondle or “touch inappropriately”, which is what he says he did. He went as far as to rape these children, as young as 9 months old. One victim’s parents didn’t know that O’Grady had gotten to their daughter as well (the whole time, they were on O’Grady’s side when allegations arose from other places) and only found out recently when O’Grady finally was sent to prison. The reason the daughter did not tell her parents was because she was scared that her father would kill O’Grady (since the father had at one point told her that if anyone hurt her, he’d kill him) and feared that her father would be sent to jail for it. She kept it a secret because of “her love for her own father”, according to the Japanese American father who ends up breaking down in the film after finding out that O’Grady had raped his daughter from when she was 5 years old until she was 12.

Tom Doyle tries to restore the victims’ faith back into Christ. When the Japanese American father says he doesn’t believe in God anymore, you can see his daughter (now 40 years old) break down when she hears him say this (she is still Catholic). This was heart-wrenching to see. People are losing their faith because of the institutionalization of the church. People are placing themselves higher than God. They do not want to admit that there is something inherently wrong in the way some things are being done and are driven by their own greed for the next higher-up title. Some visual parallels of the priests to the pharisees in Passion of the Christ came to mind. What happens when people deify themselves to be holier than they really are?Was this film setting out to make the church look bad? Was it an objective film? Well, I think it tried to be. It tried to interview the Catholic church but they refused to be interviewed (evidently now they are trying to talk to the filmmaker). What can you do as a filmmaker who wants to get all sides of an issue but only end up with one? Not much, but the tone of the film (in my humble opinion) tried to keep it in the context of the church, almost like a believer setting out to point out a point of concern within the system (even though the filmmaker says she is a non-practicing Jew).

Anyway, this was the most emotional and well-planned out documentary I’ve ever seen (or that I remember seeing). I feel sorry for a lot of people in the film. It goes to show that no person is qualified to say he/she is perfect. This really gets to the heart of humanity, which is that we are all JACKED UP.

Go watch this film. So far, it’s only playing in three locations in S. Cali - in Beverly Center, Pasadena, and in Irvine.

Here are some links of interviews with Amy Berg.

http://www.arrivistepress.com/October06/csmithey_amy_berg_1006.shtml

http://www.christianitytoday.com/movies/interviews/amyberg.html

Alice, who saw the film with me, remembers the quotes so much better. Check it out here.

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